The Enemy

I'm sorry if my words sound harsh..
I'm sorry if my life full of anger..
I'm sorry if I cursed a lot..
I'm sorry if I sounds childish..
I'm sorry if I talked behind your back..
I'm sorry if I act strangely..

I am peculiar..perhaps..
I lost, lost in a place called earth..
I'm stuck..stuck in my own world..
I keep running..but i found nothing..

Wanted to erase the fucking memories...
It hurts like I am going to die soon..
I knew it will become something that hard to control..
Maybe I have become a fool that blinds from life..

I want to do what I want to do..
But it's just keep failing, falling...
I crawl...crawling..
I found...a war inside me..
The enemy..is Me...