fuck off bitch...get a life..!!~

fuck fuck fuck!!!!!~
aku terbace 1 statement ni...die kate camni 'aku mmg x lupe kwn2, tp ade yg siap nak wat musuh'..mcm cilake dowh ayat die...br die sedar mmg ade yg nak wat musuh kat die..ape igt selame ni die baek sgt??..ok fine..kalo btol statement die wat tu mmg ade kene mengene dgn aku...so ini mmg ape yg aku rs skang ok...

1. ye, mmg aku nk wat musuh dgn die..sbb ape? sbb die manusia x sedar diri.
2. konon die x lupe kwn..tp br skang die nk igt kwn2 la kan..sbb die da xde kwn, sbb tu kwn2 lame die perli die da lupe kwn..tu pon die x nmpk ke?? b.o.d.o.h!!
3. kalo die perangai baek..org x cakap blkg die la.(aku x kate pon aku baek)
4. die salahkan aku dlm sume hal kan..die sedar x aku slame ni byk sabar krn die? sokong die, backing die
5. dlm segala hal, penah gado dgn besfren sendiri krn die, nak buat ape2 x penah lupe die sbb takot die merajok.
6. kalo die kate aku ungkit, mmg aku ungkit..sbb aku da sgt byk tahan sabar..
7. die x penah sket ngaku salah die..langsung x penah..in fact she blamed me for all.
8. da byk kali menipu, kantoi dpn mate aku gak tp xpenah nk ngaku salah.
9. die suke cr kesenangan drpd org laen utk diri die je, tp kalo org laen sng nk same2 share dgn die..ape kes??
10. die tu poser!!!
11. salu menipu tp die x pndai nak tipu, itupon ade org lg leh sabar dgn die.
12. kalo die kate aku ajak org laen nk wat musuh dgn die, die silap, the fact is aku x ajak die..tp aku buat die musuh.
13. aku da maafkan die..tp aku xkan lupe ape die da buat kt aku..tp x bermakne aku perlu kwn dgn die..
14. if one day aku kwn dgn die lagi..tp x mcm dulu..xkan!! NEVER!!! lantak die nak buat kalo jln2 kt campus tjumpe aku..y should i care??
15. die xleh nk salahkan org laen kalo ade yg cite pasal die kat aku...
16. die xnak blk BP smate2 kerana aku..mampos ko ahh..mcm aku kesah..skang cr aa dunia ko sendiri!!
17. die ckp aku ego, ha'ah mmg pon..sbb ape? sbb die aa..sbb da xleh sabar...

last skali..aku mmg da tawar ati dgn org camni...sgt2..aku da xleh terime dah..
kdg2 aku pujuk ati aku sendiri utk terima die blk..tp mmg xleh...da puas aku cube pujuk diri sendiri..
pasni die nk cakap2 pape lantak die laa..

i want this...

barang baekk!!~

i just bought this new headphone..this is what i really wanted before..finally i got it..yeahh!! i bought it only RM40..i found it before at somewhere else and it costs about from RM60-RM80..naseb baek x gi beli hr tuh...sound system jgn ckp la..gempak beb!!..aku gune ni pasal nk ganti earphone nokia yg cam hampeh tuh..naseb bek leh smbg kan dr nokia 5610 aku..hahaha..pegi mane2 mmg aku mesti dgr music..x kesah la ape jenis pon...i luv these damn thing so much....my next mission?? ntahlaa..aku nak sgt bende ni..kalo la dpt mase bday aku..bahgie beb!!..hahah..nk tau ape bende tu? BEATMIX BUMBLEBEE!!

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hanye kerana aku... and a best friend can be a worst enemy...

ok..i was hangout with sumone yesterday, watchin movies, bought sum stuff and blablabla...borak2 sume smbil mkn, she told me dat whom i preferred to called 'E' blaming me for all that matters between me and E..wtf!!..so mcm die x bsalah lgsung..lantaklaa..FYI we're both pon mcm da xtau knp dgn kitorg ni..gile lame sgt x bertegur n da x mcm kwn lg..sapa sangka kitorg dulu plg gile2 laa..salu je lepak same2...ahh!!..aku mmg da agak dr awal2 lg..mcm mane pon die tetap akan blame aku n sikit pon die xnak salahkan diri die or even admit ape yg die da buat...E told my fren that she felt guilty coz E dont even talk wif me..dahlaa gi trip same2 satu bas lagi..mane x die rase bsalah...dahla aku mmg saket time tu die laa org plg lama kenal aku dlm ramai2 tu sket pon die x tegur...plg aku bengang bole plak die tegur member yg dok sebelah aku yg lalu sebelah die n dpn aku..perghh!! rs terhina beb..kwn aku die leh tegur..pastu die penah kate aku lak sombong...wtf!!!..

ekceli die nk salahkan utk 1 bende kecik yg kitorg sendiri da lupe ape sbbnye...haha..mcm bodoh..tp aku mls nk kwn dgn org mcm die sbb aku fikir blk dr mule2 aku kwn die smpai skang ape die da buat kt aku..dahla penah tipu aku idup2 pastu kantoi dpn mata aku gak..still die buat derkk sket xnak mintak maaf even da kene tegur dgn aku..bkn skali, tp 2 kali....mcm2 lagila..nak menipu tp x pandai..
oklaa..aku admit aku ego..tp aku rs mmg ni la masenye aku nk tunjuk ego aku dpn die coz aku da byk sabar..aku salu bekap die dr dulu smpai aku penah gado dgn 'click' aku sendiri just because of that JERK!! and FYI E is also a SLUT!..x payah aku nk explain a-z..x perlu!! aku pon xnak mengaibkan org kat sini..furthermore, my fren told me JUST BECAUSE OF ME die xnak blk BP..hahahaha..what a joke..hanye krn aku...katenye sedih aa nnti tingat akula ape la..da mcm org bcinta plak kan nk wat statement camtu..so skang BP adelah suweeyy la bg die kan...ape punye bodo laa...ko nk blk ke ape aku kesah??? bak kate maknyah kt campus aku..'ape igt mak haddapp sgt??'...wakakakakak..tu ko nye pasal la kan...

anyway..aku x rugi ilang kawan mcm die..sbb aku rs aku mmg patot wat camtu..dlm hal ni...i forgive but not forget..aku maafkan pon x bermakna aku perlu bcakap dgn die or whutever!..mmg btol ckp org..a best friend can be a worst enemy..haha...

peminat radio klasik nasional...!!~

blurry_rucci: penah bapak aku cakap pjg lebar..aku x dgr lgsung
Ash: anak derhaka
blurry_rucci: kalo dlm kete die patot paham aa kan
Ash: =))
blurry_rucci: bukak cenel radio ntahpape..bajet aku nk dgr skali la
blurry_rucci: kalo dr cni ke kl..spjg jalan tutup tinger
Ash: tabaik ko
blurry_rucci: abes ko sanggup nak dgr cenel radio klasik nasional tu 3 jam stret??
Ash: klaaaasik nasionalll
Ash: segalanya disiniiiiiii
blurry_rucci: =))
Ash: menggamit memoooooriiiiiii
Ash: =))
blurry_rucci: celakaa
Ash: ya tuan tuan
Ash: sekarang disampaikan sari berita penting
Ash: berita disunting oleh habibah yaakob
Ash: dari pusat berita nasional
Ash: =))
Ash: =))
Ash: =))
Ash: =))
Ash: =))
blurry_rucci: nmpk sgt ko layan cenel radio tu
Ash: kompem eksiden aku kalo dgr radio tu
Ash: takkk
blurry_rucci: sapa penyunting berita pon ko tau
Ash: aku blasah je la
blurry_rucci: ececec..belasah ke mmg btol
Ash: =))
blurry_rucci: nanti kang aku nk tido..bapak aku bgn..die bukak la radio kt sebelah bilik aku ni
Ash: semoga terhibur
blurry_rucci: aku dgr lagu kt henpon aa smpai tetido
Ash: klaaaaaaaaaasik nasionalllllllll
Ash: menggamit memoriiiiiiiiiiiiii
Ash: =))
blurry_rucci: mesti ko hapal kan lagu promo die
Ash: siket2
blurry_rucci: sudahlaa..siket2 katenye

terlepas cakap..terimela padahnye..[part 1]

dah bbrp hari ni aku rs cam x brp nk ok jek mood aku...nevermind aa, aku terus menjalani hari2 hidup aku mcm biase..so hr ni aku bgn tido, terdgr mak aku call seseorg tnye pasal rumah sewa..so dah konfem la dpt rumah tu..aku cam lega gile..xyah nk byk2 pk..so aku rs mcm da setel la sume problem kan..then aku inform budak2 yg xde rumah jugak..Y call aku, die kate die da dpt rumah plak, lupe nk bgtau aku, pastu aku call S..die pon cakap dah ade umah..dok dgn sapa2 ntah, baru tingat nak bgtau aku..then aku dpt tau plak yg si A pon dah ade umah..so penyudahnye bile da dpt umah, aku plak xde housemate...gile bengang aku..dulu ms sebok masing2 nk cr rumah sume siap kate kalo da dpt copkan utk aku blablabla...bile dah dpt umah masing2 wat derkk jek...arghh!!!!!!..mmg aku sgt hangin..bile aku nk offer time tula kate lupe la apelaa...sengal!!!..

aku pon xtau la nk dok dgn sapa...aku pk dpt la at least sorang nk dok dgn aku..yela 1 klaz kan..xpelaa...ade sorg lagi tu xde umah..tp aku xnak aa dok dgn die..die tu mmg bermasalah sket laa..aku mmg xleh msk kepala dgn die dowh...bile pikirkan blk..mmg rase saket hati..mcm nak maki2 jek..lepas satu satu masalah dtg!!!..kdg2 aku xleh nak tahan sabar dgn org2 kat sekeliling aku..tp bile aku marah sket lepas geram..sume tarik muka dgn aku,pastu cakap blkg..kate aku cpt marah la,emo la, ape laa...pdhal aku ni bukanla jenis suka2 nak marah n hentam org suka2 hati..aku rs akula manusia plg penyabar skali..mungkin pasal tu la dorang pijak kepala..aku plak jenis suka pendam rase..maybe sbb tu la aku ade migrain..arghh!!! tp, tiap kali aku nak marah, aku salu ckp kat diri aku, xper2 sabar byk2, kdg2 aku x cakap pape pon, aku baru kerut dahi kalo org nampak da kate aku marah2 n ade yg takot nk ckp dgn aku...haihh..aku jd serba salah kdg2..ape yg aku patot buat??....

td aku msk satu konferens, ala geng2 ym dulu, dpt la imbau kembali ke memori lama..wahh gitew!!..and suddenly sumone entering da conference..ehem2..ni sume pasal aku cabar si mamat PLU neh..haha..si M ni dok diam2 je kat tepi, x bersuara..tuhan je yg tau ape yg tsimpan dlm ati aku..aku fikir kalao ptg tu ade sket 'gudnews' ke..hah! xde gak...alaa bukan aku haaddap sgt pon!!!!~..

back to 80s & 90s..!!~

it's already 4 days had this diarrhea...i tot it'll be ok this sunday, but when i woke up terus je msk toilet..OMG!!!!..eww..no need to tell ya...i felt like there is a 'wheel' in my stomach..demmit!!~
ok2..lets move on...

for the past few weeks i listened to Madonna, ace of base, mc hammer n so many more...i realized it was all favorites 80s to 90s song..hehe..mase tu aku kekecik lg laa..i was born in 1987..and some of the song i heard from my bro..and remember and that time he bought the cranberries, madonna [bed time stories], nico (sum malay hip-hop group), 4u2c, diana king, all saints, boyz II men and lots more...aku cam teruja dgn music sejak dr kecik.. yg ade pon lagu2 dr zaman aku lom kluar dr perot mak aku pon ade cam aerosmith, bon jovi...yg ade pon aku x igt dr sape2 nye lagu...ade gak lagu2 dr zaman aku lom wujud lagi pon aku ske dgr...

aku igt lagi mase tu tv3 kluakan rcgn 100-200 billboard countdown..at that time, i am so crazy with usher - you make me wanna...cambes je..aku x penah miss rcgn tu dulu...pulak tu bapak aku smbgkan tv sound system dgn hi-fi kat umah..so da siap2 nak rekod dlm kaset..wakakakak..punye la semangat...pastu video plg aku ske dr Az Yet - hard to say i'm sorry..cam sweet sgt video tu..hahah....byk sgt memory budak2 dgn lagu2 tu sume...dulu mane laa reti sgt2 nk dload..tau beli je cd or kaset....yg ade pon aku da lupe tajuk2 lagu....bile da msk pertengan 90an..backstreet boys, n sync, britney spears was born in the music business...hahah..lagu2 dorg pon leh tahap..byk gak dlm koleksi aku...tp lagu2 lame aku x penah lupe aa..cam bes sgt igt zaman budak2...

kalo lagu melayu cam Nico..weii aku siap hapal weh lagu dorang...4u2c lak xleh blah dgn rantai dorg bentuk cd tu n joget dorang..wakakakaak...lagi satu A to Z dgn Shades..haha..mcm x caye aku dgr sume lagu2 dorang....pd aku zaman2 tu laa lagu plg best aku penah dgr......bile da skolah menengah aku jarang dgr lagu Melayu...aku lbh suke lagu Jepon n Cina @ Mandarin...

mane lagi nak carik list2 lagu2 lame ni ek..memory byk wo0o...

Presentation & Diarrhoea

yesterday was my presentation day..OMG i am so damn nervous..(felt like haven't done this before) d'oh! fana texted me n asked where da hell i am..nak teman laa tu..she came so early becoz her bf n midon will present b4 noon...sanggup tggu awal2...

since entering my car, i felt sumthin'..cam x sedap perut jek..da rase len mcm since rabu mlm..'burrpp' pon len mcm gak..so pk xde pape..bile kete jln jek rs SEBU smacam...mane nk pk psl presentation lg...so i told my mom wanted to find ENO stopped at PAGOH 4 a while.....da minum ENO siap kene tepok2 blkg pon xleh gak...da brp lame tu la nk 'burrp'...eww len mcm nye rase...tu pon sikit cam x puas...

da smpai melaka, i try to find fana...o0o..die da ade dgn ajip..so lepak2 tggu turn...xbesnye xleh wat..adess...then, i met zaz ..OMG lamenye x jumpe..br skang dpt...at the moment i waited 4 my turn, siap2 kan la sket kat slideshow tu n prepare ntahpape....suppose starts at 2.00..but around 2.15 br nk start..it's yatie's turn..shez da 1st!!..

bebel2 punye bebel..Kak Nora punye turn..kak nora laa sgt kan..wakakakak..mmg kaw2 die kene sound dgn koordinator praktikal..tula wat perangai lg..she deserves that!!! ...itu pon Are yg bgtau..cehh CNN tul mamat ni..speakin' bout Are...hullamakk..rambot da ptg..skinhead!! tp cam len mcm jek..ahahha...then borak2 with sab,fana,yatie,are n fara...


OMG!! it's my turn!! really2 damn nervous...i displayed my slideshow in TEC Room ...and starts!!
blablablabla...i dunno what i am sayin'..i juz talk talk n talk..until the lecturers asked me sumthin2.. 'oh! awak sgt lucky dpt praktikal sini..i think this is a gud company for u..it's new..but it's big in business..u know what i mean rite? so awk yg jual pekej Korea tu?? o0o bagus2..susah x? customer byk songeh??..biaselaa kan..ok continue'...haha..that was Miss.Sara ...bantai je ckp Melayu..but i present with english..ofkoz laa kan...n then comes to conclusion..blablabla..'Thank you!'...
It's done..yeah!!~

naseb baik mase prentation perut x meragam..cam ok jek..cam tau2 jek ade presentation hr ni...naek je kete rase semacam lg..br dpt rase hangin2 dalam badan kuar..ahaks!~..then arrived home..iskk..lying on my bed..terus tdo..n then woke up..toilet..perut bergendang..arghhh!!!
(paham2 jer laa)...1 hour i went to toilet about 5 times...adess!!...

c ya all!!~

I'll Be Missin' You..!!!~

Free Music

Memory..!!~

how i miss these cute moment..huhu

sebaliknye or what?

zzZZzz..OMG!! what a beautiful sweet dream..i guess it is the answer for things that I've searched for all these dayz...
tpkan...x kot...adekah suatu mimpi indah tu maksudnye berlainan dgn ape yg kite harapkan??

aku tertanye2...ape maksudnye if the same person always appeared in my dreams?? almost everyday the same person...OMG!! ape dah jd ni???..aa pening2...FYI my relationship wif dat person takla sebaik mcm dulu..and i've been thinkin' of just forgetting dat person, tp syg laa..i hope we'll be ok mcm dulu...and sumone told me..'ko igt sng2 nak lupekan bende2 yg da tertanam lame dlm ati ko mcm tu jek??..itu namenye 'scars' paham?!' ...o0o camtu ek? heheh....

kalaola ape yg aku mimpi selame ni jd kenyataan..wahh gitew!! akekeke..(kuat berangan tul la aku ni)...

haihh..mcm2 nk kene pk..dis year aku rs idop sgt complicated...
smbg wat slideshow utk presentation esok la...